Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Back to life..

Yes.. So the title says... Which also means I'm growing older.
I fear growing up because of several reasons.. I'll list a few,

1) What job am I going to get?
2) Am I even going to get a job?
3) What am I going to do if I don't get a job?
4) Will I be poor and live on the streets?
5) Will my parents continue giving me my allowance when I'm grown up?
6) What about if I was jobless?
7) Wait. Why did I think I'd be jobless again?
8) Right. Do I remember what I wanna be when I grow up?
9) What if college started early and I missed the plane and went broke, left with no money to buy another ticket?
10) If I do really really good stuff like feed the poor after that, will karma award me with another plane ticket?

So yea, I have started thinking bout my future... But what shall I do??? I don't even know what my interest is in... Currently, my life revolves around what ifs... and I'm just waiting for that ambition that I can marry to... in order to get rid of the what ifs..

Sunday, March 21, 2010

On high alert.

Cause it's almost back to school time after a VERY enjoyable week of holiday.
So I go back tomorrow...
Before the exam fanatic monster comes and grab me, then gobble me up, cause of my bad results,
I'll tell you why I'm so reluctant to go to school..
Like you all know...
When you go to school... it's COMPULSORY to sit for DREADFUL exams..
So yeah.. I had exams...
I can tell you... They weren't easy.. You gotta trust me here..
But I could still rejoice for the fact that I know I wouldn't be failing,
  • Sejarah
  • Moral
  • Civic
Well don't look at me if I fail the others...
I'm at LEAST proud that this time round I STUDIED...
And that, ladies and gentlemen, is the way to prepare for an exam...
This is ONE thing I can tell you..
Maths was a disguise... it's true self is an ugly phantom..
Waiting to drag you when you are weak...
Then suck all the life out of you..
Well.. THAT was exactly how I felt after the Maths paper...
LIFELESS... The paper was DREADFUL and HORRIBLE...
UGH... I'm disgusted at it's level of difficulty...
HMPH!.. Why do we even need to sit for exams?
I mean, why do we even LEARN Maths...
My only wish.. is to have a free running education system whereby all students get too pick their OWN subject.. That way, we rejoice in our own little strengths...
And avoid the evil grasps of the evil monster....
Forgive me for my blabbering.
So.. to cut the really long story short,
I don't wanna go to school tomorrow.. cause the test papers are being given out..
which means... the marks are attached to them.. which indirectly means that I'm DEAD MEAT!


I'm just waiting on the day i can destroy my alarm clock..
Cause I'm not gonna be one happy schooler tomorrow..


And one piece of advice, aim well before you tembak / shoot... or you'll end up like me =( GUILTY
..



Bloopers.. =.=

Friday, March 19, 2010

=D Wonders..

Ain't it so cool to think that as you're typing here on your keyboard, connected to the computer (don't tell me you'd punch keys on the keyboard like berzerked people) billions of people are doing the same around the world? X)



And somehow.. I came across these stuff. X) don't ask me how, I won't tell you my secret cause I'm an alien from outer space on Earth to steal nano technology




Apparently, there's a keyboard finger chart! Must be finger typing good.




Now, THIS.. is GOOD stuff.. you can type like 1200words/sec.
Sorry, got carried away.. some ET stuff eh? ;)



Simon Cowell, I just found out..

HE DOES BOTOX!! OMG OMG OMG.. I soo did not know that!
Now that I know this, it hit me... he really DOES look like one of those dummies in Madam Toussad's wax collection X|

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

It's one of those days..

Ever experienced a day when you mistake something for another item?

That.. happened to me today.. =(

So the story goes like this..

I wanted to go wash my face and I was looking for the cleanser..

When I spotted the bottle,

I excitedly squeezed it out onto my hand..

I was... surprised to find big... smelly yellow blobs on my hand..

I instantly flicked it away X) (Who wants big smelly yellow blobs on their hands anyways?)

But I was certain.. It was the exact same bottle I used for my face wash...

So my theory is..

My mum must have swapped the cleanser with one of her anti-aging creams..

And I mistook it for... Owh NEVERMIND..


=S
Moral of this story?

Never put icky stuff in places you can mistake them for... something better..

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Thinking bout the clouds up high..

I loove them X)





Aren't they a beauty? =D

Holidays, these, I LIVE for..

Yes, I live for the holidays..
They are the days which I can go around doing all I want at my own pace..
The days when you can really see that time DOES in fact fly, which come to think of it, really sucks =(
So while the holidays are here, I'm going to hold them tight and try n do everything I could possibly think of.. (that's what I say every holiday but I never get anything done X|)

What are YOU doing during this holidays?


Smile, cause it's good for health XD

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Today. I talk about people.

Yes. Today's topic is people.
How much do you know about them?
What does the word 'people' mean?
Wikipedia defines "People" as a group of humans.
I see people EVERYDAY.
On the train,
In school,
At home,
In my mind.
I think I'm going nuts..
Thinking and looking at people all the time.
Am i ADDICTED?
OR is this an unavoidable addiction?
What ever it is,
I can say for sure,
I am indeed addicted to people.
Are you?
The only solution to my addiction is...
Self containment.
I shall, I will, I try..
To self contain myself.
It is.
An utter failure.
I do not label myself as an addict.
I try not to.
Life is just..
Really,
The WHOLE concept of life..
Can be described by the phrase..
Actions have consequences..
What doesn't?
Come to think about it.
What is the whole purpose of life?
Why humans?
Why Clusterphobia exists?
My mind.. I FULL of questions.
I do have a very curious brain.
But like they say.. Curiousity kills the cat.
I don't wanna get there.. X
I'm too young.
So.. This is a question for u all..
Why people?